I’ve stared at this computer screen for a lot longer than I’d like to admit. I have no real topic to talk about. No exact thoughts to discuss. And nothing that I can think of that would make this a good blog post.

But, at least I’m honest.

This week has been a breeze. I felt so much appreciation for myself this past week/weekend and I didn’t know that I had that in me. I have felt lost in my own bubble recently, again. Like I’m holding onto a thread for self-work, but I guess that’s part of the whole process. You understand that things aren’t always going to be moving forward.

You could be moving backwards, sideways or up and down. And that’s where the all the work comes into play. I want to do so much better for myself. I want to continue to grow and work through the negative things that I feel control some part of me.

If you knew me 3 years ago, personally, you would see it. I see it in myself everyday actually. I wake up every morning, wanting to start fresh and new and I hold my head so high, reminding myself that I’m slowly working on it. I’ll get there. I’m just in some kind of mode where I can’t move past it until I understand what it is I’m trying to work through.

It’ll lead me to where I need to go next.

I have people who support me so much. I can’t begin to explan how appreciative I am of those people and what they do to me.

But until then, this is where I’ll be and I’ll continue to appreciate all that I have for myself right now.

-K.