This morning I woke up with a heavy feeling that I can’t necessarily explain. It was a lingering feeling that didn’t seem to want to escape my body. I think I kept trying to push myself to do things, kept trying to do the things that I didn’t have the energy to do.
I’ve neglected a lot of things this week; people, to-do lists, house work and myself. I needed to stop, let myself feel the things I’ve been bottling up and just be for the day.

I have 222 tattooed on my wrist because I believe it’s my special number. I was 22 when I really started to step into myself, I believe. I began to understand myself and began to love myself just a little more than before. I’ve always struggled with that. I’ve always been an everything person. Everything caught my attention. I wanted to be everything for someone. I wanted to do everything I could get my hands on.
I put on the movie Soul this morning while putting away laundry and I think the Universe was just out there to remind me that I don’t have to take in everything all the time and know what I’m supposed to be doing at this very minute.
The little lost soul? Her name is 22. She’s scared that she has no purpose or spark to live in the world, but just being here IS living.

I work myself up thinking that I need to have a plan. I need to know the kind of person I’m going to be to do the certain things I want to do. I thought I only needed to be friends with certain people, or dress a certain way or love a certain thing to be that person that society has always told me I need to be.

I thought I was crazy for wanting to do all the things my mind craves. I want to take in and inhale every part of the world that this life has to offer.

I am not sorry for being the person I am. There are things that I need to do to help better myself, to be happy with the choices that I make. And I will continue to do those things.

I hope angel numbers come to you in waves this week, or you see a white butterfly that makes you stop and smile, just for a moment. I hope that the manifestations you wrote work and the affirmations are helping you see yourself in a better light.

Happy First Day of Spring, much love.

-K.